I’ve run out of projects.
My new workout routines are settling down a bit as I get stronger, recover from various injuries and get my body & mind reacquainted with functional training.
My computer upgrade project is finished. It’s now working great. I’ve got a good physical setup. I’m now good with the software, hardware and processes I’ve changed.
A few months ago I started playing the snare drum pad. After I gave up set playing since my foot couldn’t handle it, I really missed the challenge and calming effects of that playing drums had on me. It went pretty well except I noticed I would wake up the next morning some swelling and joint pain in certain fingers. After reading through drum forums, I was convinced I was striking the pad too hard and probably holding the sticks too tightly. I spaced out my playing with several days off in between. I focused on using a light tough and a more relaxed grip.
And you know happened? Not a damn thing. In fact, if anything, I’ve noticed the issues in both hands now. It also doesn’t go away for up to a week after playing lightly for just 20-30 minutes.
So, my plan was to take a few weeks off, play less frequently and pay closer attention to my technique.
I played yesterday and felt a dull ache start while I was playing. So I stopped after 20 minutes. Sure enough, I woke up this morning with swollen index fingers and stiffness. I thought, I guess I need to take a few days off and then pay more attention to my grip and technique.
Then it occurred to me – I cannot drum anymore. Physically my body cannot handle it. I could continue to push through doing my best to ignore the finger pain. I won’t anymore. I’d rather have healthy hands and fingers for everything else in my life – including workouts that are still quite intense.
So – scratch drumming off my list.
After 7 years, I think I’ve had my fill of drawing and painting. I still draw sometimes, but nowhere near as frequently as I used to.
So – scratch drawing off my list.
Fortunately I have this blog and still enjoy writing. After working out and spending time with my dogs, it’s one of my most rewarding activities.
I read everyday. I maintain a shelf full of books from the library that I refresh regularly.
I mess around on the internet. Sometimes it’s for learning, discovery and intellectual pursuits. Other times it’s winding down with mindless distractions.
I watch very little TV or movies. I think I’ll check Netflix to see if there is anything compelling enough for me to re-up with them for a while.
I guess I could work on a relocation plan, although I feel no compulsion to relocate anytime soon.
I’m kind of out of meaningful projects. I wonder what one’s will pop up next. Something always does.
Until then, I’ll just keep stepping forward.