Three of my closest friends have had major life transitions in the past four years. Including the significant life changes that have happened for me since my wife died, that makes four of us. I don’t think the timing is a coincidence. We’re all in our early 50s. Career changes, family changes, yearning for love,…
Author: Steve Ainslie
A 100% Loyalty Penalty
It is time for me to find a new dentist. When I moved to Raleigh 3 years ago, I used Nextdoor to find a dentist who could handle my basic needs- 3-4 cleanings a year, an annual exam and emergency work as needed with no high pressure upsell bullshit. The first dentist I found did…
No Funerals
I haven’t been to a funeral in 20 years. When I was a child, funerals were a big deal. Once I hit my teens, I only went to a couple. As an adult, I remember going to 3 – for my wife’s father, her aunt and her cousin. I used to say that I didn’t…
Full House
My friend (and neighbor), asked me to feed his dogs for a few days while he’s away on a trip. He’s helped me many times, so I was thrilled I could finally do him a favor. His home is nearly identical to mine. Same square footage. Same floor plan. Similar lots. His home is filled…
Not A Moral Failing
Sometimes I get embarrassed for reasons that make no sense. When I had ants in Florida that I couldn’t get rid of with any amount of cleaning and Terro bait, I thought it was because I wasn’t diligent enough in cleaning my counters. When I got my hernias, I suspected that I worked out too…
No Spring Fever
Spring has been wonderful. Despite injuring my foot and being in constant pain, I am having a great time enjoying the sunshine, the birds, the flowers and my life. I hardly miss dating at all since I stopped a few weeks ago. I think about The Music Fan a lot. There’s no doubt I had…
Calling The Termite-inater
After a few days of rain, we finally had a hot sunny day in Raleigh. It was lovely. As I walked outside to hang out in the yard with my dogs, I saw a big cloud of moths hovering just outside of my bedroom door. I had never seen this many in one place before,…
A Little Boujie
One of the women I dated recently was an accomplished corporate attorney. She came from NYC, was cultured, well educated, an international traveler and fairly high up on the org chart of her company. During our two dates, she described herself several times as ”a little boujie” and appreciated the finer things in life. She…
Bursts Of Ecstasy
When I was a teenager, I remember a few days when I woke up for school full of energy, incredibly upbeat and almost jittery with excitement. Later that day, I’d see flashes of light (like after an old school camera flash went off in your eyes) and then I’d start to get a headache. That…
My Friend The Hypochondriac
My friend is a hypochondriac. He has three different health insurance plans. He sees a doctor at least once a quarter for a “regular” checkup. He gets blood work drawn, gets more inoculations than he needs, has been in therapy for over 10 years, sees a physical therapist and chiropractor regularly and much more. He…